CHAPTERFIFTEENFURTHERUPANDFURTHERIN
“KNs，”saidEmeth，“andyou，OladieswhosebeautyillumiheuIamEmeththeseventhsonofHarphaTarkaayofTehishbaawardbeyo。IcamelatelyintoNarniawithwentyothersuheandofRishdaTarkaaheardthatweshouldmararniaIrejoiced;forIhadheardmanythingsofyourLandalytomeetyouiwhenIfouogoindisguisedasmerts（whichisashamefuldressforawarriorandthesonofaTarkaan）andtoworkbyliesahenmyjoydepartedfromme。AndmostofallwhenIfouonaMonkey，abegahatTashandAslaheworldbecamedarkinmyeyes。ForalwayssinceIwasaboyIhaveservedTashadesirewastoknowmoreofhim，ifitmightbe，tolookupohenameofAslaome。
“And，asyouhaveseeogetheroutsidethestraw-roofedhovel，，andthefirewaskiheApebroughtforthoutofthehovelsomethingupsthatIotwellsee。Andthepeopleasboweddownanddidhonourtoit。ButIthought，theTarkaaheApe:forthisthingthatesoutofthestableisashnoranyod。Butwhearkaan'sfadmarkedeverywordthathesaidtotheMohenIgedmymind:forIsawthattheTarkaandidhimself。Andthehathedidashatall:forifhehad，howcouldhedaretomockhim?
“Whehis，agreatragefelluponmeathetrueTashdidhtheMoheTarkaanwithfirefromheavehelessIhidmyangeraoedtoseehowitwouldend。Butlastnight，assomeofyouknow，theMhtnotforththeyellowthingbutsaidthatallwhodesiredtolookuponTashlan—forsotheymixedthetwowordstopretendthattheywereallopassohehovel。AndIsaidtomyself，Doubtlessthisissomeotherde。Butwhehadfollowedinandhadeoutagainierror，thenIsaidtomyself，SurelythetrueTash，whomtheywithoutknowledgeorbelief，hasnowongus，andwillavehoughmyheartwasturowaterinsidemebecauseofthegreaterrorofTash，yetmydesirewasstrohanmyfear，andIputforykaythemfr，andoheyshouldnotchatter，aolookupoashthoughheshouldslayme。SoIofferedmyselftogointothehovel;aarkaan，thoughunwillimego。
“AssoonasIhadgohedoor，thefirstwohatIfouhisgreatsunlight（asweallarenow）thoughtheihehovelhadlookeddarkfromoutside。ButIhadomarvelatthis，forimmediatelyIwasforcedtofightformyheadagainstoneofourownmen。AssoonasIsawhimIuhattheMoheTarkaaheretoslayanywhoifheweres:sothatthismanalsowasaliarandamootrueservantofTash。Ihadthebetterwilltofighthim;andhavingslainthevillain，Icasthimoutbehihroughthedoor。
“Themeandsawtheskyandthewidelands，ahesweetness。AndIsaid，BytheGods，thisisapleasamaybethatIameiryofTash。Aojourhestraryandtoseekhim。
“SoIwentrassandmanyflowersandamongallkindsofwholesomeareestilllo!inanarrowplatworocksthereeagreatLion。Thespeedofhimwasliketheostridhissizehant's;hishairuregoldanessofhiseyeslikegoldthatisliquidinthefurnace。HewasmoreterriblethantheFlamingMountainofLagour，ayhesurpassedallthatisintheworldevenastheroseinbloomsurpassesthedustofthedesert。Thehisfeetandthought，Surelythisisthehourofdeath，fortheLion（whoisworthyofallhonour）willknowthatIhaveservedTashallmydaysandnothim。isbettertoseetheLioobeTisrocoftheworldatohaveseenhim。ButtheGloriousOdownhisgoldeouchedmyforeheadwithhistongueandsaid，Son，thouartwele。ButIsaid，Alas，Lord，IamnosoheservantofTash。Heanswered，Child，alltheservicethouhastdoash，Iatasservie。Thenbyreasonsofmygreatdesireforwisdomaanding，IovercamemyfearaheGloriousOneandsaid，Lord，isittheheApesaid，thatthouandTashareoheLiotheearthshook（buthiswrathwasnotagainstme）andsaid，Itisfalse。Notbecauseheabecauseosites，Itaketometheserviceswhichthouhastdoohim。ForIandheareofsuchdifferentkindsthatnoservicewhichisvilee，andnonewhiotvile。Thereforeifaashahfortheoath'ssake，itisbymethathehastrulyswhheknowitnot，anditisIwhorewardhim。AndifanymandoamyhoughhesaysthenameAslan，itisTashwhomheservesandbyTashhisdeedisaccepted。Dostthouuand，Child?Isaid，Lord，thoukhowmuderstand。ButIsaidalso（forthetruthedme），YetIhavebeeashallmydays。Beloved，saidtheGloriousOhydesirehadbeehouwouldstsolongandsotruly。Forallfindwhattheytrulyseek。
“Thehedupoookawaythetremblingfrommylimbsaostandupo。A，hesaidnotmuch，butthatweshouldmeetagain，andImustgofurtherupaheurnedhimaboutinastormandflurryofgoldandwasgonesuddenly。
“Ahen，OKingsandLadies，Ihavebeeofindhimandmyhappinessissogreatthatitevenweakensmelikeawound。Andthisisthemarvelofmarvels，thathecalledmeBeloved，mewhoambutasadog—”
&'sthat?”saidoheDogs。
“Sir，”saidEmeth。“Itisbutafashionofspeechwhichwehaveinen。”
“Well，I'tsayit'soneIlikeverymuch，”saidtheDog。
“Hedoesn'tmeananyharm，”saidan。
“Afterall，uppiesBoyswhentheydon'tbehaveproperly。”
“Sowedo，”saidthefirstDirls。”
“S-s-sh!”saidtheOldDog。“That'souse。Rememberwhereyouare。”
“Look!”saidJillsuddenly。Someonewasiimidly，tomeetthem;agracefulcreatureo，allsilvery-gray。Aaredathimforawholetensedsbeforefiveorsixvoicessaidallatonce，“Why，it'soldPuzzle!”Theyhadneverseenhimbydaylightwiththelion-skinoff，araordinarydifference。Hewashimselfifuldohsuchasoft，graydsutle，hoifyouhadseenhimyouwouldhavedowhatJillandLucydid—rushedforutyourarmsroundhisnedkissedhisrokedhisears。
&heyaskedhimwherehehadbeenhesaidhehadeinatthedwithalltheothercreaturesbuthehad—well，totellthetruth，hehadbeeoftheirwayasmuchashedoutofAslan'sway。FhtoftherealLionhadmadehimsoashamedofallthatdressingupinalion-skiknowhowtolookaheface。Butwheallhisfriendsweregoiward，andafterhehadhadamouthfulofgrass（“AndI'veedsuchgoodgrassinmylife，”saidPuzzle），hepluckeduphisdfollowed。“ButwhatI'lldoifIreallyhavetomeetAslan，I'msureIdon'tkno>
“You'llfinditwillbeallrightwhenyoureallydo，”saidQueenLucy。
&heywentfether，alard，forthatseemedtobethedireAslawhe，“Furtherupandfutherin。”Maureswereslowlymovingthesameway，butthatgrassytrywasverywideandtherewasn。
Itstillseemedtobeearly，andthemfreshnesswasiheykeptonstoppingtolookroundandtolookbehilybecauseitwassobeautifulbutpartlyalsobecausetherewassomethingaboutitwhichtheyotuand。